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So is life.

  • Dec. 14th, 2009 at 12:10 AM
So as of late, I've been sort of depressed.
I don't know why, and it's kinda buggin' me.
I have the best boyfriend, a year now we've been together :).
The best friends I could ask for.
Family that would be there for me no matter what.
It's just so weird.
I know I have a bad case of Senioritis.
But it can't be that bad...
Can it?

I just don't know.

On the brighter side of things, I've cleared up a past issue with somebody and that's always good!
I feel awful that she'd been bothered by the problem for so long, but I'm glad we talked about it.
It makes me feel happy.
Because we were bitter rivals, I hated her, she hated me.
And as most teenagers go through it, we both wanted; Him.
He was perfect in every way shape and form. He was sweet, charming, a flirt.
Mysterious, yet very open.
Emotionally hiding himself. I never saw him upset.

I fell hard, not realizing she had too, and lots of others.
I didn't care I wanted him all to myself.
I was a selfish 14 year old, who won the battle.
Then got my heart broken a few months later.
It sucked.

But now I've grown as a person and my current boyfriend and I, though we fight constantly, are doing wonderfully.
It just goes to show that things that happen in the past, make you who are you today.